9/11(Tue) Hold your mind yourself!

Today is Tuesday. It's a little bit hot. I'm getting crazy because of many things. I don't know what I do now. I'm really confused that I can pass the global program course or can not. However I assured myself many times, but it doesn't do well. I have no person who is to make an appeal. Situation of most people is not same or similar with me, nobody. There isn't someone to solve my problem. I'm so sad and lone. Frankly, I don't know and I'm not sure that my English skills is better than before. As I see, to another students are much more improve than last semester. I'm afraid that, I giving up this program and getting out of here. I don't want a failure. I really want a success. What should I do? I can't hold my swing mind. I sometimes think about that, I don't have some talents even one thing. I'm getting lose my confidence from like that thinking. I hope that someone gives me an answer exactly about my future. I want to know correct answer! I ate chicken with Scarlet and Kelly near the school because we were not happy. Actually, we loves chicken, so we ate it to become our feeling is better than before. It was good, but my feeling is not better. I'll have a strong mind if not I never pass this program! I know. I'll try very hard. You can do it, Jess! Cheer up!