4/21(Mon) I have to do my best!

Today is Monday. It's quite warm day. I have an attack of indigestion from last Thursday night, but I didn't get good condition from that. Still, I am a little bit sick, so I went to hospital this afternoon, but it doesn't open. I am waiting for become well. I will take cbt today, but I didn't anything. I want to get high score in that test. I will do my best! After the test, I have to go class named of Food Service Industry. After the class, I am going to go library to study for some hours. I have to study very hard because midterm exam are coming soon. Cheer up Jess!

4/18(Fri) What I did?

Today is Friday. It's beautiful sunny day. Next week is midterm exam week, but I didn't study yet, so I am a little bit worried about that. I have to study later than today. I will take about seven subject next week and after next week. I have an attack of indigestion yesterday night, so I couldn't sleep very well, but now I feel better than before. I am going to go to volunteer work today with Su-an and Swann. I prepared some songs for grandfathers of 'silver care home'. It is a quite popular song to them, so I prepared them. Maybe I will have a cold because I have a sore throat from yesterday morning. After volunteer work, I will stop by hospital in Yeonsandong to meet my mom. I couldn't see my mom's face for about a week, so I really want to meet my mom. Yesterday, I made 떡볶이 by myself. Before I made, I went to small market in my apartment area. I bought some fruits such as strawberries and tomatoes. I ate them with my father. It was so delicious. After dinner, I watched TV because professor Kang Haesang of tourism division showed on the TV. I was really proud of our professor.

4/15(Tue) It's sunny day!

Today is Tuesday. It's really beautiful and warm. I feel better than before because I changed my mind. I will think very positive thinking from today. I think that it is good for me. Yesterday, I was really upset because of my father's boss. My father quit his job yesterday. His boss ordered "You don't have to come for work from tomorrow". She had not any reason. My father never have fault from his job. He is really honest and faithful. He worked very hardly. I think that, she is not human because she has not any minimum conscience. She is really crazy person and also bad person. I hate her. I will curse to her everyday. I couldn't follow bible. Following bible is really difficult most of people. I know that, we have to follow god's saying. I know... God! please forgive me once. I will follow your saying. I swear. Pleas forgive me.....and help me. I will be success person absolutely for my parents and me. God will judge bad people. I will be really good person because I am daughter of God. I will do volunteer service as much as possible. Please watch me.

4/14(Mon) It's beautiful day!

Today is Monday. It's warm. I'm in school now because I got up early today. My mom isn't in my home because she went to hospital for bursting her a ligament last Saturday. I was so sad, so I am really gloomy. Next week, I will take midterm exam. I have to study very hard to get high score in that exam. I will do my best. I will study from today. I should go to home early today because I have to prepare dinner for my dad. Mom is in the hospital. I really miss her. Mom~~ㅡ,.ㅜ;; I can't concentrate my study especially these days, but I will study very joyfully. It is the best way to study to me. I have to go to 'Exel class' now! Cheer up! Jess!

4/7(Mon) Good luck!

Today is Monday. It was really warm even Nangjeong area. I had presentation today in 'Excel' class. I was really nervous at that time. Finally, I did good job, so I am very happy. I spent time for making power point on last Friday. It was really good effect to me. I have interview for volunteer work at 5pm, so I am a little bit nervous now. I really want to do that during this summer vacation. It will be good chance to realize my humanity. I'd like to do volunteer work truly. Frankly, if I do volunteer work, I could get one point from that. It is really good chance to me, so I will catch this chance. Competitive rate will be very high about 5:1, but I will do my best to get it. God, give a brightness at that time!

4/6(Sun) It's beautiful day!

Today is Sunday. It's really sunny day and also it's a little bit hot. ㅡ,.ㅡ Yesterday, I went to Lotte department store in Seomyeon with my second older sister Gun-hee to meet friends each other. When I arrived there, my friend Mi-yeon was there because I was late about 20minutes. I was really sorry to her, but my other friend So-young was too late more than me. We gathered about 4:30pm. After we were gathering, we went to 'Jangudong' to have dinner together. We were very starving, so we have big dinner there. After dinner, we went to coffee shop called 'Angel-in-us' to talk each other. We were taking very long time there. Finally, we went to 'Morris' to drink some so-ju or something. I don't drink any alcohol from a few months ago because I believe god truly. I didn't know that drinking alcohol is not allowed according to bible, but now I know that exactly, so I never drink any alcohol. I went to church with my sisters today. I am very happy nowadays. I like to go to church especially in these days. I feel like that I have all over the world. I think that, it is for god. After church, we went to cherry flowers festival in Hanyang apartment in Yeonsandong near my town. We saw many cherry flowers there. I was really happy at that time. I took some photos with my sisters and cousin Mun-jeong. We were happy, absolutely. After youth chapel, we went to 'Onchunchun' to take some photos with each other. There are many 유채flowers there. I took many photos with my friend, sisters and brothers. Thank you God! I was very happy because of your present 'Spring'. I really appreciate that.

4/4(Fri) So~ tired!

Today is Friday. I stayed home all day. I'm so tired because I made power point for about 4hours or more. It is really exhausting work, but I was happy when I saw my good working. I'm not good at make power point, but I will do my best to do very good work. Tomorrow, I will visit my friend Jin-sun's home with Young-sun to see her baby. I am so excited about that. I bought clothes for her baby last week by myself. After visiting there, I will go to Seo-myeon to meet my friends So-young and Mi-yeon. These days, Mi-yeon has much stress from her job. She wants to leave her company, but she couldn't. If I meet her, I will console to her. I really hope that, she wants to go church by herself. After go to the church, she will be happy. I think that, it will be.

4/3(Thu) Volunteer work

Today is Thursday. I don't have morning class today, but I went to school earlier than usual time, because I have to do my group work in 'Food Service Industry'. We have to complete our assignment as soon as possible. If so, we will be free, so we can do other assignments steadily after that. Tomorrow, I will not go to school because I don't have class. Wow! I am very happy. First of all, I will do my many assignments after then, I will study Japanese and English by myself. Steady studying is very important to me. I will follow my plan as much as possible. Yesterday, I applied for volunteer work on this summer vacation at Nakdong river as a team about 50 persons. I really want to do this work because I want to gain as much as possible as a student. I really want to get this chance!

4/1(Tue) Let's study like crazy person!

Today is Tuesday. It's a little bit warmer than yesterday. I had quiz in tourism theory class, but I didn't study enough to take this one, so I was a little bit nervous in this morning. Fortunately, it delayed by next week, so I was really happy. :) I will study that this weekend. I have to study very hardly. Last Sunday, my aunt and her husband visited my home, so we had dinner together. The husband of a maternal aunt called my older sister and me. He admonished us a little bit for a while. I know that, why he did do that. As you know, I entered university later than the other normal students, so I have to do my best. I want to do well in my job. I will study very hard from this weekend and also I will do my assignments steadily. Keep watch over!

3/31(Mon) Diet

Today is Monday. It's so~ cold especially my school. I had meeting for English study at 6pm. The topic was diet, so I write about my story. When I was young, I was not fat, but when I entered middle school student, I got fat, so I used to go on a diet frequently. I used many kinds of methods to lose weight. For example, I just ate one food like fruits, chocolate, Gangnangi and so on. It was not good to me. Next, I used to stretch when I have some time such as in a bus, walk street, sit on a chair et cetera. It was quite good. When I was 19years old, I got fat very seriously because I was under much stress from my job. At that time, I worked all day except sleeping time. I was getting crazy, so I ate randomly everyday night. When I resigned from the company, I lost my confidence from my body, so I started exercise with my friend. I used to ride my bike, run, fast walk, jump rope, play badminton and so on. I did them everyday about 3hours. Finally, I lost my weight about 8kg in 3weeks. I think that, the best way to lose weight is having strong will.

3/30(Sun) M.T

Today is Sunday. It's raining. It's a little bit cold. On Friday, I went to Songjeong because M.T of Global there. When I arrived there, some students of Global members were there. First of all, we played dodge ball with some men and women. It was really fun time to me, but it's quite cold. In the evening, we served with a meal. We ate Samgeopsal. After dinner, we played a game which is woman's disguise. At first, we picked just 7men of the global members. This game was absolutely great. It was really fun. We had a lot of fun because of them. The most beauty man was senior Yong-hyeon from 1th of global.

3/24(Mon)

Today is Monday. It's a little bit warm. I am very happy because I passed an interview for tutee. I really want to be a tutee, so I am absolutely great now! On Friday, I took an interview to pass this competition with Cathy, Su-an and Swann. We passed. :) I went to Nampodong to do my assignment on Saturday. It is group project. Our group is number 2. Group members are 4 who are Cathy, Swann and Su-an. Cathy couldn't attend there because she has a part time job and also she already did good job which is making power point. I really thank to her. We took some videos with some foreigners about our project. It was really good time.

3/22(Sat)

Today is Saturday. It's very warm. I went to Nampodong to do my assignment. I met Swann and Su-an there. We are group include Cathy.

3/21(Fri) Assignment!

Today is Friday. It's a little bit warm. After class, I went to 'humanity, society building' to have lunch. I ate chicken pan broiled rice with Su-an, Swann, Era, Ally and Imy. It was really delicious because I didn't have any meals in this morning. After lunch, I went to Min-seok library with Swann and Su-an to do our group work. Cathy was there already. She was making power point to presentation on next Tuesday. I was really sorry to her because I know that, making power point is really difficult. We finished this work over 5 o'clock. I want to say thanks to Cathy. Thanks Cathy. Good job! Tomorrow, I will go to Nampodong to interview with some foreigners in there. Our assignments is making inauguration ourselves. I will do my best. I want to do well as much as I can. I am happy because I can do all what I want to do.

3/17(Mon) What did I do?

Today is Monday. It's a little bit warm. I have meeting called English conversation study with some seniors, friends and professor Kang Hae-sang to 6pm from 8pm or more. I can't speak English fluently, but I'd like to study about that more than now, so I decided to enter this group. I was very happy, when I passed interveiw for study group. I will do my best. I went to church with my older sister to learn about bible on Saturday. I didn't accept baptism in a church, so I have to receive it until this October. I will read many kinds of chapter in a bible for it. I love God. I went to church with my mother and sister to worship to God in Sunday morning. After church, I went to Haeundae with my third sister to go shopping in 2001 outlet, but it wasn't open because the shop's boss is christian, so we decided to go another place called Rodeo outlet. Finally, we went shopping, but we didn't buy anything there because there wasn't beautiful clothes for us.

3/14(Fri) Not good

Today is Friday. It's a little bit cold. I had just one class today called Tourism Etiquette. It is really interesting to me. This subject's professor is An Sun-yeong. She is very beautiful, tall and kind. I like her. Most of students like her because of her kindness. I have one schedule today, named meeting of new and old face in the global program. Frankly, I don't want to go there. I think that God gives me a strong spirit about that. God doesn't like to drink alcohol. Actually, I'd like to avoid this situation as much as I can. I don't want to guilt by myself. I have a large wish called making true friends. I believe that God send them to me, absolutely. I feel not good, but I will try to make good smile for other people. Bye~♥

3/9(Sun) It's a beautiful day!

Today is Sunday. It's quite cold. Yesterday, I met my best friends Mi-yeon and So-young in Seomyeon. When we were meet there, we were really starving, so we decided to go to delicious food restaurant. Finally, we went to "Deungchon". We ate "샤브샤브". It was really delicious to us. After the dinner, we went to cafe. We drank something. We talked a lot for a long time. I love my friends, so I want to tell something to them. Mi-yeon doesn't believe God. She hates go to church. I read some book which is "Become a better you" written by Joel Osteen. He is minister of LakeWood Church. He is very powerful in USA. When I read this book I felt very many things and I realized many kinds of things from it. I love this book, so I want to recommend to them, especially Mi-yeon because I want to inform to her about God. I hope that she believes God, absolutely. Knowing about God is very important thing. I should have to pray to God for them include my father. He doesn't believe God, too. I believe that someday all the people of world know God detailedly. I love you, Father! Please keep my home and hold me. Thank you all the things. I am happy because of you! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

3/5(Wed) Good premonition!

Today is Wednesday. It is a little bit cold. Lectures began from Monday. Actually, I really expected beginning major's lectures because my spirit is changed. I swear by myself about doing my best in what I do. Frankly, when I was in winter vacation, I was really negative, so I couldn't do anything, but now I have strong confidence by myself. I didn't write any writings, so I can't write this blog well, but I will be better than now. I believe that. I feel so good in these days. I hope that I will be in the 'happy zone'. I know that, it's up to me. I know... I want to study very hard now. I have a target for my future. I will make a success. I will learn conversation from senior students of Dongseo University. I am looking forward that. I can't speak English very well, but I have self-confidence. I believe that I will do very well. I wish that I will study with some seniors, and also I want to learn English from foreign exchange friends. It calls Tutee. Let's study!

2/1(Fri) Do something!

Today is Friday. It's cold. I didn't write this blog for a long time in this winter vacation because of my laziness. I hate my lazy habit. When I have a long vacation, I used to fall in the slump by myself. I read some books during last some days. It gives me very good point what I need to me. Finally, I realized all of the life. I must do best. I will do best what I do. I went to visit prayer house with my older sisters, a sister of church and a brother of church. I prayed to god very truly and quite long time. I think that I met god at that time. I had really great time there. I repented about my guilt. I sometimes blubbered. I make up my mind about making cotton dolls. Actually, I couldn't make my dolls last year because I retired from a company very suddenly. I will make them after next week. I found some information about it. I was very happy because I could complete my dolls. I am going to go to Osaka, Japan about three weeks later with my eldest sister. I am very excited about that. : ) I really miss all of the global members include good professors. I have to make my firm plan about my future. Do Jess very happily. : D