11/8(Thu) Dark skin?

Today is Thursday, and also beginning of winter, but it's a little bit warm. Wonder and me are often arguing about that who has the most dark skin in the global program. He called me "Miss, more black!" especially in these days. He thought that I have a dark skin, but I think that he has dark skin more than me.^0^; I don't care because it is just joke with him. Actually, when I was a little girl, I had very dark skin because I used to go to beach very often every summer vacation. When I was an elementary school student, I had many nicknames from other students because of my skin color. They usually banter me at that time. Many of them are what such as Negro, a head of African, aborigine and so on. I didn't want to hear like these kinds of nicknames, so I used to lie to my mom like that "Mom, I'm very sick, so I can't go to school, today." She had Known. Some people said "I like dark skin because it looks like healthy." I disagree with that. I heard about that most of men like women who have white skin. They thought that white skin is more feminine. I think so, too. I want to be a feminine woman. It's my hope and also dream.